Meekness is NOT Weakness!

Meekness is NOT weakness ladies and gentlemen. Also please stop assuming because I love Jesus that I'm a push over. NO! It's by grace I'm not wanted so PUHLEASEEEE STOP pushing the grace!


People do it to Jesus all day forgetting he came as the lamb but he is also the lion and all power. He came as the lamb to say I could kill you with just the thought but instead I'll die for you.

I had a male friend of mine say to me, "Syreeta, you are a great friend yet I wonder would your friends do the same for you." I responded to him that I totaly agree and don't know if they would. I'd hope if I ever needed they'd be there but honestly I have been shown alot in people and that is NOT where my faith lies. I know God says to help the least of these and I pray I am obediant when he speaks. I do think that sometimes people assume because you're a honest, caring person that you're a push over and that is the part that seriously upsets me.

Has anyone ever noticed how defensive people get when you finally say No? I am here to tell you there is power in No!

This post is so random but it comes from dealing with so many personalities and so many people men and women trying to undermine my talent, intelligence and willpower to really whoop their (bleep)!

Runaway Bride

Am I wrong to think that life wouldn't be less than if I never married? I know I'm such a loving person and a true companion yet is it possible a woman can be happy without a husband?  I've never been in a rush to marry. As a child I wanted to be successful. I set up pickle stands and sold chips and coolcups to my friends at school.  I didn't dress up in a white dress and pretend to get married. I was never the girl to run after the guys. I just always wanted to be the best me and figured one day maybe I'd have a life counterpart.


God has been a blessing and I don't have to have the responsibility of raising children at the moment. Let's say I was financially set, realistically the way I love children, I'd want kids. I'd need a bit of help with that so I guess I'd adopt. Is it possible to be complete as a woman while married to noone?

I don't want to sound unromantic I just don't think I being married gets me in heaven. What if marriage for me doesn't fulfills God's will, how would I know? Would he care if I was married or not as long as I just obeyed his law? Seems marriage is more so for us on earth yet wouldn't God find pleasure in a union made under his name for his glory? So if I never make a union under God would I by default not lose points yet not score points either? OK wait when did God say we were scoring points in heaven? I clearly have gotten overzealous with this topic.

I think it might make me happy while I'm here on earth but once I'm in heaven would I miss not being married when I was alive?  Let's be clear, I'm not against marriage nor am I saying I do not want to get married. I am saying that I wonder can a woman truly be happy without a husband.


The way the world seems to be heading, sincerity in individuals is fleeting and in order to stay sane I stay to myself and by myself a lot. I love my independence and can trust I wont cheat on me nor leave me for a PYT who wants me only for my money. Would I be less of a woman if I didn't wear heels to my wedding but instead kicks so just in case...if I need to..I can run?